Sky

I've a wonder to fly up high.
Glancing down to see those burdened by the sky.
And I turn my head to see...
An image of you and me.
~Happy version cuts off here~
...And then I fall from this beautiful sky.
Because I know that vision is just a lie.
I know...
Because even if I wish that you truly cared.
I know you couldn't.
After all, I was just a shadow that was never there.
Crash!
Cratered into the ground.
I close my eyes and weakly say...
"I wonder...
How it is to fly up so high...
When we all are but...
Delusions of the mind...?
I wonder...
How it is to feel so good inside...
When I am but...
An empty sky..?"
~Eloquent Version~

I dreamt that I flew through the sky
And looked down to see the people who were burdened by their daily lives...
I looked around, turned my head to see an vision of you and I.
But then, my wings fade away and I plummet through the sky.
Because I remember the delusions that plagued my mind.
I know...
Because even if I hoped, wished, and believed with all my heart that you would loved me too.
I know you don't.
I'm just a shadow behind a man..
And I fall to the ground.
Bleeding and dying on the broken mess that is my body,
I close my eyes...
And with a final breath, I mutter...
"I wonder...
How's it like to fly up high...
When we're all just...
Illusions inside our own minds?
...
I wonder...
How's it like to feel warmth inside my soul...
When all I have...
Is a broken heart?"
~Heartfelt Version~

Doot Doot Do Do Do

I just want to see, just what I could do
With you in my hands
Doot doot do do do,
Doot doot do do do!
I just wonder if, any of this is true
With you my darling, anything could be too
You are all I see
You are all I want
You are all I need
Anything could be
Just baby tell me to
And I'll be standin right here!
Doot doot do do do,
Doot doot do do do!
Oh just stretch that hand
Cause I'm staying right here
Waiting for you to appear.
Doot doot do do do.
Doot doot do do do!
Just hold out that hand....
Cause I'm high up here
Waiting for you to catch me up here.
Doot doot do do do...
Doot doot do do do

Without Regard

Regardless of what once was or will ever be.
Regardless of the things that could have been or the way it should have gone.
Regardless of whatever I wished or everything I used to believe.
Regardless....Of everything that was to be.
....
Heh.
Regret eh?
Regretting everything that ever was....