Sky

I've a wonder to fly up high.
Glancing down to see those burdened by the sky.
And I turn my head to see...
An image of you and me.
~Happy version cuts off here~
...And then I fall from this beautiful sky.
Because I know that vision is just a lie.
I know...
Because even if I wish that you truly cared.
I know you couldn't.
After all, I was just a shadow that was never there.
Crash!
Cratered into the ground.
I close my eyes and weakly say...
"I wonder...
How it is to fly up so high...
When we all are but...
Delusions of the mind...?
I wonder...
How it is to feel so good inside...
When I am but...
An empty sky..?"
~Eloquent Version~

I dreamt that I flew through the sky
And looked down to see the people who were burdened by their daily lives...
I looked around, turned my head to see an vision of you and I.
But then, my wings fade away and I plummet through the sky.
Because I remember the delusions that plagued my mind.
I know...
Because even if I hoped, wished, and believed with all my heart that you would loved me too.
I know you don't.
I'm just a shadow behind a man..
And I fall to the ground.
Bleeding and dying on the broken mess that is my body,
I close my eyes...
And with a final breath, I mutter...
"I wonder...
How's it like to fly up high...
When we're all just...
Illusions inside our own minds?
...
I wonder...
How's it like to feel warmth inside my soul...
When all I have...
Is a broken heart?"
~Heartfelt Version~