I wonder...

Hey.
Hello.

I wonder.
Wonder so.

I love you.
Yes I do.

But I really wonder.
Wonder I really do.

If the you I love.
Was it ever really you?

I truly, really, absolutely, wonder so.
I completely, surely, certainly do so.

Or is it the doubt that speaks...?
With the uncertainty and fear laid bare...?

...I wonder if I knew it all along.
...And you know...I suppose that I knew...all along.

Now...I just want to see what lies behind...
That mask...(Is it a mask?)
That face...(Was it ever truly yours?)
That smile...(Is this really right?)

I wonder...